Disease and permanent injury . . . . unfathomable, we cannot walk in the shoes of others suffering. Living beside it brings it's own challenges. Learning the way a disease works doesn't always help, support isn't always welcome! Strain . . . fear . . . alone . . . crushing . . . when does it STOP, never!
Our landlord, a very caring, good man has said to me 'I respect you for taking care of and sticking by your husband'. Inside I feel bad though because it's isolating and mentally challenging. It doesn't stop, ever! It does NOT make me stronger, sometimes I do want to run away! Motivation is going backwards, dreams and goals evaporate in thin air.
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